i'm stuck with farmville!

hi babes,



i'm just stuck with this game ok..
walaupun game nie slow, tp ak nak main gak., hehe.. sbb gambar die sgt3 comel okay!
crazy job, i put an all nighter just waiting for the crops to grow and adding up here and there.. make my farm looks even more and more beautiful..i love farmville!so much.. (but sooner or later i'll get bored =/ ) by this time, i just enjoy playing this game..love it!

membebel je nie..

hi babes,

nape ak letak gambar itik nie???

suke ati ak la.. hehe.. cam comel je itik nie.. ak letak la gambar die..hehe.

emm...btw, i'd passed my sucking muet.. n it was quite easy.. not so easy,but i'm just glad that listening test wasn't hard as my final.. the other 2 tests, i could say that it was ok..

i hope i'll pass band 4.. whatever la kan.. all i know, i did it pretty well, n i am very very very satisfied..

if i don't get band4, maybe it is written already 4 me so called, a fate..

a fate that can never be changed.. am i right?? tak brape btul sgt la.. kalo nak

ikut hadith.. "sesungguhnya Allah takkan mengubah

nasib sesuatu kaum itu, melainkan mereka yg berusaha

mengubahnya" btul ke nie..?lebih kurang la.. cume pointnye, kite kene berusaha

utk pastikan yg terbaik utk kite.. kalo mmg da tertulis kite akan gagal, tp kalo

kite berusaha bersungguh2, pastu tawakkal kpd Allah, tak mustahil

kegagalan yg tertulis utk kite tu akan berubah jd kejayaan.. btul tak??.. ade

bakat jd ustazah gak ak nie..hehe.. so skarang, ak tawakkal je la.. hopefully, kalo ade

rezeki bleh la nak further b.ed kan. nie da nak masuk sem 2, so mmg kene struggle

la.. da tak bleh nak main2.. kene pkir pasal mase depan da nie..

foundation nie sbg platform utk ak capai cite2 ak slame nie.. ak mmg nak jd cikgu bi

pon.. hehe..ak takde la terer sgt bi nie.. tp takpe, ak blaja la.. blaja dr kesilapan, blaja

dr org lain.. yg penting skali dlam menimba ilmu nie, kite jgn

bongkak je.. jgn bangge diri sgt.. kite kene ingat seme yg kite

perolehi nie, dgn izin Allah jgk.. Die yg maha berkuasa..

ape2hal pon, kite kene ingat Allah.. ade ilmu, kite share ngn kawan2..

jgn selfish.. nt Allah tarik balik nikmat ilmu tu, padan muke.. hehe..

so, tu je la ak nak cakap.. macam khutbah jumaat da ak ceramah nie..haha..

ok love, bye2..

3 tests more to go for muet!

hi babes,


okay, esok muet..
i'm gonna die..
i mean it..
not prepared, alone, hungry...
damn it!!!

esok, kene naik moto pagi2 bute.. malasnye.. Ya Allah, jgn la Kau turunkan hujan esok.. if not, i'll fail muet! how i'm going to school if tomorrow is raining??
ma ngn abah takde nie.. takkan nak suh ak bawak van plak kan.. drive pon tak pandai.. tonight study as much as you can, okay love? u'll be fine by tomorrow.. next time prepare earlier and you don't have to be in such a messy situation.. okay babe?
allright, gudluck for tomorrow and all the best k.. believe in urself.. u can do it, love!
do it like u done for speaking, be confidence!
remember ur aim; band 6 k!

story tales vs reality..

hi babes,

when i was a little kid, i used to read story tales about cinderella, snow white, beauty and the beast and i never bored on keep reading them.. why?? because i like the characters.. they are so beautiful.. and the end of every story they lived happily ever after with their loves one.. sometimes, i didn't even read the story, i just looked the pictures and hoped i'll be as pretty as them when i grow up.. well, that's just when i was kid.. i like cinderella's dress.. it was so lovely.. i wish i had 1.. =) now, my niece is so crazy over cinderella.. she loves all blue thing because she said that she want to be cinderella.. so, if we want to give anything to her, it should be in blue.. otherwise, she will irate at us..

ooh..what a kid..!

other than that, i really love snow white's story.. she's so beautiful.. i wish i was her.. when i watched snow white's story on television, kristin kreuk was the snow white and it really suited her.. she deserved to be snow white.. well, she's gorgeous isn't she?? if someone asks, is there anyone who's pretty as story tales always potrayed, n the answer must be yes! it's kristin kreuk..

i've got some pictures of hers..

she's absolutely gorgeous!

okay, she's stunning!

can i say, perfection?

she's lack of nothing, right?

okay, this isn't kristin kreuk.. this is hanan sofia..=)

hanan, just stop dreaming okay!u'll never be snow white..hahaha..

mrs. lonely..

hi babes,

just drop by to say that i'm feeling so lonely!!

there's no one home.. ma ngn abah went to perak.. min went out nowhere.. kakteh went 4 interview.. she'll be home tomorrow i guess.. dikya went back to matrics yesterday.. me?? just stay at home, doing the chores like 'amah'.. i'd to settle 4 baskets fulls with my family's clothes, cooking and eat alone.. what a pathetic life i had! i wish i'd something more interesting to do.. you know what, being alone is sucks! i really mean it!

someone??help me please??

handphone baru ke..??

hi babes,

emm..korg nak tau tak..sket pnye lame ak brangan nak beli hp baru..(tak la baru, cume at least

canggih la sket kan)..finally, my dream comes true..hahahah.. dulu ak pakai hp cikai je.. yela,

pikir2, bleh call and message cukup la kan.. tp ntah la.. ak nak jgk hp lain.. dulu ak pakai hp nokia
1600 je.. mmg letak tepi jalan pon takde org nak amik.. mane tak nye, hp tu mmg da cukup

menderita hidup ngn ak..

time ak skola dulu 2 kali die tido dalam drawer HEP, stiap kali tido ade

la dalam 2 3 bulan.. pastu sim ak kene block.. mmg hampeh..tak pasal beli no baru.. pastu, time

ak pegi sungai kat n9 lpas main sofbol, die sibuk la nak mandi kat sungai tu.. berendam la hp

kejap dalam 5 minit dalam sungai yg sejuk tu.. huhu.. apekan daye.. terjatuh.. tp naseb baik

pastu die nak hidup lg.. bleh la ak gune.. nak kire bape kali die terjun katil, senang kate mmg tak

terkire la kan.. lagi teruk time ak baling die kat dinding.. yg ak pelik nye, tak berkecai pon hp

ak..dinding la yang ade kesan..haha.

nak tgk hp lame ak??nie gambar..

daripada ak mule2 beli, sampai skang, cam tu je la hp ak.. mmg tak nampak buruk

pon.. cantik je.. tgk tuan la..haha..

tp ak syg gile la hp nie.. ak beli gune duit ak sendiri.. dulu ak pnah ade 1 hp b4 hp nie..

ak mmg suke gile la hp tu.. tp kene curi la plak..

ak tau sape yg curi sbb esok tu, die g ngaku.. taik tul la.. ak nak

mintak balik pon, sure2 die da jual hp tu..

yg 2 pon ak beli gune duit ak sendiri.. setaun ak ikat perut, nak kumpul duit pnye

pasal.. tu hp nokia 3100 je.. hp nie best bile type msg.. tension gak la ak bile hilang

tu..

emm.. tp tak pe la kan,, nak wat camne..

tp skang, ak ade motorola.. haha.. susah gak nak gune, tp takpe la..

emm.. syok jgk la.. hehe..

ak tak tau la ape siri die.. yela, hp nie ayah ak pnye.. time die pakai, takle nak cas, so

die pon beli la hp baru.. ak tak terpikir pon nak amik hp nie, tp bile die tak jd tolak, ak

pon mtk la..

ttbe kan, time ak gune, bleh cas la hp nie.. huhu.. tension gak ayah ak. yela, ak dapat

hp rm1000 lebih, die pnye rm600 je..

ak takde la nak sgt, ak nak bg balik, ayah ak taknak lak.. die kate, hp tu da jd hak ak,

tak kan la die nak amik balik.. ak pon amik je la..haha..

tu la kisah nye..

hp baru ak, motorola..=)

headache + chestpain = death???

hi babes,






















lately nie kan, ak kerap sgt sakit kpale.. i don't know either i have maigrain or what.. but my mom had a serious maigrain when she was young.. emm.. i was just thinking probably i had another illness..cancer maybe, it's not impossible right.. but maybe it's not that.. i was thinking too much.. biase la, kuat berangan kan..haha.. tp mmg tiap2 hari sakit kpale.. slalu nye petang la paling kritikal.. rase nak pecah otak ak.. berdenyut2,, tak tahan sgt.. rase nak hantuk je kpale kt dinding..huhu.. nak kate tak cukup makan, melebih da ak ase.. nak kate tak cukup tido pon, mmg tak mungkin la, sbb slagi tak pukul 12, mmg jarang mate ak nie nak celik..kah3.. agak nye, terlebih tido kot.. tu la, mmg confuse la ak ngn tahap kesihatan ak nie.. nak kate tak exercise, mmg berpeluh ketiak ak wat keje dalam umah nie.. even ak bangun lambat, tp masak, kemas umah, basuh baju, iron baju adik, seme akan settle b4 kul dua.. hihi.. tere tak?? mungkin sbb panas sgt kot cuaca skang nie.. macam duduk dalam microwave la bile pukul 3 4 petang tu..masak abes isi ak.. tah la.. sabar je la kan.. makan ubat?? tak pon.. hehe..malas la.. ak tak minat kalo makan panadol nie.. macam tak brape elok je.. lagipon, ak nie bukan sakit kpale biase pnye.. nie da extravaganza pnye headache.. mmg superb la bile sakit tu datang.. panadol activefast pon kalah.. hihi.. nak gi check doktor ke??? macam beria sgt la plak.. kang duit abes bratus2, tp sakit nye sket je.. taknak la ak.. takpe la, nt lame2 ok la kot.. sbb kakteh cakap, time die umor cam ak pon die slalu sakit kpale.. kire keturunan pnye pnyakit la nie kan..huhu..

1 more thing, about my chest.. well, makin lame makin parah jgk.. chestpain started when i was in f4,early f4 accurately.. i was in gemencheh that time.. at first, i just coughed.. n when it was going to be bad, i went to see a doctor (at gmc) n she told me that i 'd an infection near to my lung.. that's why i always coughing and it'll become worst when it was raining.. it felt like someone stabbed my chest over and over again with a sharp, long knife.. it was very deep painful but you can do nothing instead of hold it.. all i could do was crying.. (that's my hobby, though..) she gave me painkiller n i just took it whenever i felt the pain.. it continued untill i entered f5.. at first, when i told my family about my illness, they just took it easy, maybe they thought that i was making up story or it was just a common pain.. so, when they didn't believe me, i let it go.. until 1 stage where i can't hold this pain anymore.. i just can't do this with all by myself.. i can't study or even get up from my bed..i missed a lot of classes.. i was lying on my bed, alone.. with no one by my side.. i do have friends, but they had to go to class instead of taking care of me.. n my result for that semester was quite bad, 2.73 or something, i can't remember.. but below 3.. n when i was down, there's someone who whispered to me to wake up n make my failure as an inspiration for me to get a higher pointer.. he helped me a lot n i managed to prove it for the next sem... thnxs baby.. =).. well, back to the story.. then after that, my family believed what i said n took me to the hospital.. they brought me to see the expert.. i did a lot of process.. x-ray, scaning and many more.. that cost abah nearly rm1000.. i was shocked because i was there when he paid for the bills.. and the doctor said that there's something wrong in my lungs and backbone.. but he can't identified it.. then, my brother took me to the homeopathy expert at perak.. there, he checked me and said that there's black dots at my lungs and my lungs are cold.. i didn't understand him actually, and he told me to take his medication regularly.. and after that, give him a call.. after i had finished his medication, i was totally forgot to give him a call because i was too busy for my spm..=)..but, i feel the difference.. i rarely had my chestpain.. and if it attacked me, it didn't last long.. just for a while.. but now, i started to feel the pin back, regularly.. i don't know why.. it always wake me up at 2 0r 3 am because sometimes it is too cold and i can't stand it..



so, that's all about my headache + serious chestpain.. will it brings me to death?? if yes, i hope not too early.. give me a chance to make my parents happy plus marrying with someone i do love..hehehe..


ok dude..take care of your health and jgn sesekali mandi malam.. kang sakit dada macam ak baru tau.. bile da jadi, mmg takle nak wat ape da..hehe.. prevent is better than cure, right??
ok la.. bye2 n aslmkm..